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It gives me a good one. Why is yours bad?
Thinking whatever we all try to achieve in our own time zones behind this sheet of blue sky that we call day, is it all worth it? If the universe was conscious, we're so insignificant that it might not even acknowledge us at all. I never leave a chance to see behind this blue sheet when it gets nighttime, and I feel really insignificant, wondering what this whole life thing is. Why am I able to see it? I feel so insignificant Keyan. I'm also less worried about things and more enjoying my life. Like it's a movie I'm watching and enjoying it scene by scene, not like others who are worried that it will end soon. Since I started this stargazing hobby, a lot has changed in my life, and people think I'm crazy for not taking things seriously at all. I'm super confused maybe I wish I hadn't discovered this hobby and lived like others in a rat race. But in the end, we all have the same destiny - death of our body, someday our species, then someday our Earth. It doesn't matter.
Can I know how do you see it?
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15 sats \ 3 replies \ @k00b 18 Jun
I see the grandness and the insignificant-ness as you do - but that's because you're switching to the reference frame of The Universe. No matter how insignificant I am to The Universe, I am significant to me, the only observer I really know.
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Thanks, this is a wonderful perspective.
It's a spine chilling experience to know that the possibility of you seeing stars is as rare as the possibility of forming a new universe (the chances of you being born are connected to the chain started through the Big Bang), and the universe kind of made things perfect and allowed us to see its beauty. I'm just wondering about the purpose of life. I don't know if it's proven, but we're literally living in an imaginary world (money, laws, country, modern life). So, what if humans didn't have this present level of consciousness and intelligence? I don't know if I'm able to say what I'm trying to say here right now. I'm wondering what the freak is this life? Is it what we created in mind and live in it? Or what is it? Is it even a thing?
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10 sats \ 1 reply \ @k00b 18 Jun
Purpose is relative - your life has the purpose you give it even if the universe has no purpose for you. Just stop trying to think from the perspective of the universe if you get mentally stuck there.
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Okay, I'll try to think like this way. Thanks
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