read so much. read what you like. entertain yourself on a blank page for as long as you can. if you can't, stop. it helps do it in silence. it helps to speak out loud to yourself. (I actually don't know about that, but it could be true for you, who knows?) ask for feedback whenever, and this is a great place to do it.

a couple years ago, I was asking stackers similar questions, and they had a lot of cool things to say #301588 it was like a highlight of my life, so could be worth looking at again