Fight on, friend! I made the experience of financial crippling myself twice (last time my father died, got divorced too, all within weeks). And then there was the decisive moment: I saw it clear as the sun: life pushes You in waves and You reached literally the ground of Your ocean. That's the moment of Your great comeback. At this point things can only get better!

Enjoy Your climbing out of Your hell, go out meet friends, find new people that fit to You better than the ones You lost on Your way.

Read ancient philosophers,Nietzsche, do sports, walking, out into nature... try Your own business (sell chinese plastic online)... Establish nice routines every day to give Your life a constitution....

You will do it!

Greets from Málaga to You whereever You are. We are all connected here...