I do think I'm happy at my job, the issue was that, once I tried to take other side works, I had nothing to share because the value I brought was only for the company I'm in.

Personally, I consider "fulfillment" the act of doing something that's worth the effort for more than my paycheck. This is something I already do today.

What I need is, to focus on the right things.

Just doing work at work, to put it simply. 😊