No worries, best support is year of self-reliance forged by daily philosophical lecture and meditations. A great read for those days are the emerson essays: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Essays_(Emerson)

Only real sadness is the opened distraction rather than working on meaningful technical things for bitcoin. When I was a young dev I used to shrug about “culture” though now after seeing how it does interfere with code quality and end-user security, I'm taking it more and more seriously.