you made a huge mistake trading your strongest marbles for weaker ones at high frequency looking for quick riches, but you're not alone. 99.5% of retail is people like you, I blame it on lack of education, experience and constant shitcoiner bitcoiner influencers social media hyping up trading FOMO to make big money only to lose everything and then some more with insane volatility. You can work with IRS officers to come up with a payment plan that works for both of you and move on with life. Over time in 5-10yrs your portfolio will increase again if u HODL btc as that seems to be the only most probable multigenerational opportunity, 98% of the world is not in yet. shitcoin trading or bitcoin trading i'd stay away from, just pay off irs and little savings put in Roth IRA and sleep well at nite, wish u all the best and stay positive mentally.