I went from feeling quite traumatized to having love for myself and my story. I used to feel like a victim of my story and now I feel empowered. I used to be quite overweight. I felt older at 30 than i do now at 40. It has been healing for my mind, body, and spirit. It has taught me so much. I think we all deal with trauma in our lives. Its all relative and valid. And working through and processing that experience has been key for me feeling whole again. For many years, I was living a life that felt like it wasn't for me. I was doing what everyone else wanted me to do. These days I trust myself and lead from my heart, the best that I can. And ayahuasca has played a pivotal roll in the growth. It has been quite the blessing for me.
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Do you think you would have shed away this victim mentality without ayahuasca anyway, albeit at a slower pace? Cos I’m in my 40s too n feel tt as I mellow with age, my self-agency increases because I m more inclined to just get my shit sorted out
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I don't know. This just feels like the right path for me. It is not for everyone. I see it as a tool that worked well for me. But I know there are a lot of ways to heal.
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