Trying to learn coding right now but I need place to live luckily I can move wherever so I’ve been looking at traveling to somewhere cheaper and more rural. Thank you for your kind words.

BoJack

bitcoin

Wife left only have my car and BTC

From someone who has been there, ...

You can't change other people's minds. 

You can work on yourself.

Take some time to think through things, but don't get stuck ruminating over things from the past.  Those neurons need to be figuring out your path going forward, and then executing on those plans.