Probably the hardest thing for people to understand about suicide is that you forfeit your human life and must start all over in the animal realm or worse before you get another human life. Human life is where we have the freedom to choose and work out our spiritual karma (proof of work) in order to ascend into higher and greater realms closer to God.

So whatever suffering you are understanding or undergoing it is meant to work out the nastiness you have to others as well as your own selfishness with regards to this and past lives. By prayer and connection with The Supreme Godhead you get an opportunity to release from these burdens and liberate yourself through the SELF.

Now, I don't know about you but a .45 is one powerful weapon to aim at your head. Most men can not shoot it with one hand. It's not a 9mm.

That's an observation, only.

Many of us have undergone thousands of lives just to get here and many have forgotten the past human lives that were wasted on nonsense.

Today's a great day to find liberation.