Amazing story, well written. Great entertainment. You definitely overthink it. Highly recommend the eastern orthodox rabbit hole. Your issues are also easily explained with a bit of psychology. Frankl, Langer Positive Psychology crew maybe you learn a thing or two. You just fell out of your role and got a bit lost. But your a high achiever so most likely you'll find a new mission, just try lots of things. And if not, also fine nothing to worry about. Wisdom and knowledge acquisition is always a good option, not everyone has the privilege, good use of time. Do you consider yourself red pilled?
Amazing story, well written. Great entertainment. You definitely overthink it. Highly recommend the eastern orthodox rabbit hole. Your issues are also easily explained with a bit of psychology. Frankl, Langer Positive Psychology crew maybe you learn a thing or two. You just fell out of your role and got a bit lost. But your a high achiever so most likely you'll find a new mission, just try lots of things. And if not, also fine nothing to worry about. Wisdom and knowledge acquisition is always a good option, not everyone has the privilege, good use of time. Do you consider yourself red pilled?