I think I was too sad on Friday. I felt like I would cry reading my entries, especially with a higher dosage. And Saturday I woke up in such a good mood that I didn’t want to ruin it with too many emotions.

By the end of the month, I will try the remaining 2 grams, this time while meditating deeply. But I need to return to my meditation practice beforehand. I practiced zazen before, but only for two months.