I've had a ton, from deciding to move to Russia when I was like 19, to deciding to leave Russia with a 6-month-old baby and start from scratch in Bulgaria when I was 30.

There could have been many paths along the way, so it's hard to say.

One thing that I'm glad I didn't do is steroids when I was 25. the education and information just wasn't there 15 years ago, and I'm 100% sure I would have, at a minimum, messed up my hormone panels and not been paying attention to lipids and all sorts.

Plus what's the point really? I'm not a competitive athlete, and women mostly care about the wallet muscle!

so objectivly, I think that decision would have almost certainly negativly impacted me without giving me any real benefits