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I want to share with you something deeply personal. As part of my sef-improvement as human being, I'm doing now journaling exercises and yesterday I wrote something that I liked:
I'm not happy to be on the right side
The Big Short (2015) has this scene where two investors were celebrating their positions because they know they're right, so one of their partners tried to shut their celebration; they don't get it at first and then he explains that if the two Browfield investors are correct, that means a disaster: people are going homeless, jobless, institutions are going to break. In that moment, in just one scene they realize the truth about their actions. Yes, they're winning but, at what cost?
I'm Bitcoin Class 2014, I started mostly at the same time that Mt Gox went to bankruptcy and is an event that changed my way to see things. I made lot of research, read BitcoinTalk like a bible, read so many books about the topic, failed so many times, lost lots of private keys (and bitcoins), still listening so many podcasts about the topic and learning like a lot, being for instance NOSTR and Stacker News my main topic news.
There are so many bitcoiners in every great profession. When they were orange-pilled, it was like a beginning and they were pointing out how broke we are: medicine, education, architecture, art, music...Saifedean made a compilation of things you could agree or disagree with his Fiat Standard but the point here is bitcoiners realize how fuc**d we are. We lost our humanity.
Bitcoin fixes all the things above. We're awake and people really like their cage, they don't like to have eyes, they like the blindness, being guided by an one-eyed man. It crush my heart that when I show them a better way to do things their only question is how do I swap my bitcoins into USD? because the fiat mentality is bigger. Most people don't want to see the reality because that represents something bigger: accountability. Why take accountability for their lives when there's someone bigger than us taking that for us? And that's when I found myself alone in this world. Yes, I have friends in bitcoin spaces and yes, we're in touch but my day-to-day is not like that, sometimes you asking myself if did ok listening that guy who told me to look into bitcoin, would I be happier if nobody orange-pilled me?
Today, I found my answer.
I am happy. I have friends. I have a family that I love. I stacked something.
Bitcoin is something challenging, not gonna lie when I have days that I just want to throw the towel and as spanish puts it a tomar por culo. Today I found the answer and the answer is simple: I should be happy because I found my accountability.
Should I be sad for the fiat mentality people that is having/had a chance to embrace bitcoin and did nothing? Of course, it's human to feel something but I can't stress myself for their actions. Best I can do is offer them again a chance to orange-pill; however I can't carry with the lack of accountability of others, that's why in conclusion, I'm not happy to be on the right side but this is the way we're going to build.
Hapiness is a low-time preference pursuit, otherwise you're just procastinating.
Embrace pain, don't run. Don't avoid it. Keep stacking. You're good.