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It appears I am in a manic or in a heightened state again. As I am waking up at 3:30AM just like last time. Yesterday it was around 4AM and it appears it doesn’t matter the time I go to bed.
I will brew another tea then I shall take Russell for a walk with the glow in the dark ball. If I can find where he put it.
Yesterday I started following people who I know in real life and I also started following places I visited in real life on instagram. I’m not a huge fan of social media however it seems like I might need it to get some help.
Today’s list of things to try and get done. Van on the Market Organise art supplies, tools and garage Make a video
That’s all I can think of for now.
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SUNDAY UPDATE 5:30PM AEST
Today was a mixed day. Started off well collected a newspaper some scratchies and a decaf coffee. Didn’t read the newspaper nor did I win any money on the scratchies. I asked the lady to pick them for me I guess she didn’t have any luck. Coffee tasted good. Spent most of the day trying to get the Van ready to sell almost there but I keep hitting road blocks.
In the modern world it appears you need to have a tik tok and all the blah blah apps to be an artist. What a joke! I can’t stand them it’s just mindless brainrot and makes me feel like a dopamine drug dealer. I tried making videos but I find it so unappealing. I don’t like wasting my time looking at screens all the time and I don’t want to encourage other people to do that. I guess writing has more depth to it but it’s still a screen. I currently only have an instagram account and have been spending my time following as many people that I have meet and know in my life so that I can make a video explaining what is happening in my life and to help me try and sell my van.
After that I might delete or perhaps I’ll just leave in case my life blows up again. Haha
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