what if you willingly choose to live a life thinking by default that nobody dislikes you nor likes you

I live naively by this because I really can't afford to think about it otherwise I would just isolate myself.

I just analyze my actions and how they can affect the other person. And I have to admit that, because of this, I get a whole bunch of anxiety by people that don't communicate much, but I just tell myself to keep going and that people are entitled to their own opinions.