You did it now and very well with this comment here. I’m bookmarking it. Thank you.

I need to fix this CIC circle in my head because I feel lost amid many things and details that don't matter. I want to steer my sovereign life. There are things that go against the life I aspire to and that right now I don't have control over; I should worry about what I can control and take actions now that will let me control those things in the future — wasting time on them now is a waste. As @justin_shocknet said here, “I control what I can control, the rest is a matter of providence” ,