Sure and especially back then when I would just try and bunch of stuff without really understanding. At the same time, trial and error always been my way (yet, "turn it off and on again" doesn't seem so good with those).

But right now, I just wanted to share the story, rather than getting help, as I'm not in the mood to look at it. And also that I don't remember it all.

Thanks!

X3NO533D

bitcoin_beginners

Why can't I just run a node like everybody?

You're impatient to learn more and sovle problems when they appear, that's a very fiat mindset. You must be patient, enter the forum ask questions, ask for help learning takes time. Don't give up.