Interesting read. I didn't understand exactly what you are proposing at the end but I'll read it again tomorrow with more attention

As a fellow Christian and kind of rebel myself I identify with your view but I also must warn you to be careful not to weaponize it (rebellion) against yourself, against God and against his Church

Also, be very careful not make freedom and liberty your idols and not to turn righteous anger in sinful anger, it's a very thin line

I'm warning you because I did all that at some point in my life (and still do from time to time)