Ive made a lot of mistakes but some were very far back. Like I lost some in mt gox. What sticks with me more though is a while before that, the person who first introduced me to bitcoin, when I asked if I should buy some he said he thought it was too high and to wait for it to dip back down. It never did dip back down to a level he felt was acceptable though of course.

But I got in eventually. Much higher though of course than if I just bought when I initially heard of it. Anyway. I stowed some away and I continue to, probably always will continue to. Time passed.. things changed, I dont think about that at all to be honest, I have new problems and new situations.

Right now what weighs heaviest on my mind is just mild regret that I even told some people I had any bitcoin at all. Only because some of my relationships have soured, and I dont want jealousy to get the best of people. I dont have much, but you have to remember average people barely have anything at all. And generally lack the constitution to buckle down and strategically operate toward a better future for themself particularly in the ways that we are. People refuse to save out of spite, cause they feel defeated. Or they spend their money to try to soothe their soul of the stress of their life. Whatever it is, they often feel disdain and resentment when they see someone with more than them, they dont see the person who has gritted their teeth and went without and taken a risk when no one believed in them so they could try to achieve something bigger. They just see you as selfish or underserving or something.