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I had been an aethiest then agnostic or whatever, i always wondered if there was a supra powerful order to things, as a kid... then i lived through so much unbelievable sh** i'd have to be fully retarded not to believe something greater than me saved me from it all,
but still yet i went full retard instead and dismissed the whole thing.
in the last 3 years i've become a baptized Christian,
and have dove headlong into a life of service to Christ and YHVH, and am beginning to , finally live my life for the right reasons.
it's ..... fascinating, how much can change.