But what makes you sick is yourself
well said.
But what makes you sick is yourself, your own body controlling these little things inside you. When those are dead, must be ejected out, so your body responds to that dead thing in many ways. That's why you say "I feel sick"... you are just ejecting things that you don't need in your body.
that's exactly what I've learned last year, yet we are being trained to put poisons inside when our body is doing its work.