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I'm sad because when I was young, I used to take MDMA and had a tradition of listening to this for a mood setting.
Now I can't listen to it without feeling anxious. It's like my brain associates Satie with intense harmony and love, so when I hear it without that chemically induced feeling, my brain feels like I'm out of balance.
That's really sad my friend. I'm really at a loss for words. I hope you're doing better now, compared to when you were younger.
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Oh for sure! Doing very well :)
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