Yup. Nihilism is a poison. There is so much joy to be found in the world around us. People who have taken the black pill are so sad to me. Nihilism is what leads to a kid shooting up a school. I don't think we take enough time to think about how we view the world around us and how we fit into it. To me, nihilism is simply giving up. There is meaning in life. You just need to find it for yourself.