but we have bigger pictures in mind :) so it always feels like "running away from the one thing i am actually supposed to do", lol

like i would do everything now except that one thing i should be actually doing, lol

but i did start to work on it :) and i might indeed need some help, did not expect to run into the problems i am running, lol ...

or maybe not, maybe i just need a few hours of good sleep :)