It's been interesting to observe myself -- my buy-in to SN was 10k sats, everything else was zaps I've received, which makes me feel very pro-social: my overwhelming desire is to pay it forward for the larger good, just as I received other people's generosity and was encouraged by it.

With one exception! I really don't want to get rekt and go to zero. I'll be paying attention to the feels as this unfolds, since it's hard to imagine it will be accretive sats-wise.