I find myself torn between two contrasting impulses: the desire for breadth and variety, and the admiration for depth and expertise. While I naturally gravitate towards exploring diverse perspectives and subjects, I also deeply respect those who dedicate themselves to mastering a single craft.

On one hand, I enjoy the richness of delving into various domains (currently giving some time to economics), each offering its own insights. On the other hand, there's a longing to dive deep into one field, to unravel its complexities with dedicated focus.

I'm at odds with my nature, constantly balancing between the allure of variety and the pull of specialization. Mostly the former wins out.