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I’ve been using the bed bug metaphor when I try orange pilling people.
I thought I was making progress with the exterminator. I wake up in the middle of the night scratching. Turn on my phone flash light and point it at the wall. White drywall covered in tiny dots.
Bed bugs destroyed my life for about 6 months. Ended up throwing out most of my shit and just moving out. Threw my hands up.