I’m trying to survive every day, and I try to convince myself that everything will be okay.
I know most of people are already tired now. Most of people are barely breathing, and just walk in crowded places as if everything they feel is normal. But the truth is, most of us have changed a lot. Most of us are lonely people who walk down the street with tired eyes. Weak smiles, straight faces, and a chaotic mind. How long will we pretend that we're just fine when everything in our lives is slowly falling apart?
I know most of us are already thinking about giving up but are still silently wishing to be saved immediately. Most of us are not living anymore because we are only surviving. Heavy hearts and losing minds. Why does it feel so hard for us to live a peaceful life? I know most of us silently wish for our lives to be more bearable. It is not easy, and it will never be easy unless everything that we feel right now just disappears.
We try to convince ourselves that everything will be okay, hoping that we will have the courage to face the world every day. Heal, live, and pray. I know that it's not easy. But sometimes, all we have to do is to keep going…