My experience is similar: I grew up in a slightly Christian home, but as I grew up I questioned some practices that seemed meaningless to me and little by little I distanced myself, especially as I learned more about the Catholic Church and how they forcibly imposed their faith on the people. other ethnicities in the world. Nowadays I don't believe that any man with an omnipotent beard is the one who pulls the strings of the universe while his followers flatter him, for me, the forces that govern the universe must be something more than just adoration and manipulation... Now after a few years and Reading and educating myself more and little by little getting to know other cultures and religious beliefs, I am deeply attracted to the philosophies and teachings of Taoism which, in my opinion, only seek to teach you how to learn to live more in harmony with your environment and the beings that surround you, without the focus of worship on a specific mythical figure or character.