Erm would you attribute this to the after-effects of the trauma you suffered during grad sch? As in, you don’t want to live your life so rigidly/cautiously anymore? Sorry if I’m being presumptuous 

I'm definitely highly functional. I just take things on a very ad hoc basis, rather than a habitual one.

Undisciplined

I’m sure you give yourself less credit than you deserve. Surely you must be functioning 

* well in other aspects of your life in order to maintain your presence here.

alter_native

Are your habits unshakeable? What are your alternative habits? 

cryotosensei

I’m sure you give yourself less credit than you deserve. Surely you must be functioning *reasonably/awesomely** well in other aspects of your life in order to maintain your presence here.

**delete appropriately*