Appreciate the thoughtful reply. The upside to being less relatable to norms is your relatable to the non-normie and that's the kind of person you want to spend time with anyhow.

I love this quote for Kerouac “[...]the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes “Awww!”

― Jack Kerouac, On the Road