Maybe its age, maybe its culture, probably its both, but I barely get some of the concepts and experiences that seem to be the background and part of what you're writing...

Or maybe even the former free world has changed this much since I got out around 6 years ago now?

Either way I do appreciate a lot your will to go anywhere evidence leads you, that is what we need to get out of all this mess...

Fuck its dark when you take all big picture, more or less proven models of what is going on into consideration, but that just makes it even more of a real need. To have any chance in flaming hell you will always need to know your enemy!

Will check out that Youtube channel, from the titles it seems that its a somewhat alien universe to me, which makes it even more interesting for sure ;-)