Grow up. Resources are finite. They don't owe you an explanation. My guess would be that your reaction here shows your heavy anti nostr bias, so why would they bother paying 20k for a anti nostr blog hit piece. Better spend it on people who acknowledge the protocol's weaknesses while aiming to improve it. Unless you show your proposal proving otherwise, you don't seem the right person. And that's ok. If you don't agree, apply again with a better proposal. Don't whine in public unless you've gotten the receipts to prove you were wronged.