My reality is as beautiful as I can imagine it to be, created by me.
And yet, some nights
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110 sats \ 1 reply \ @bitalion 14 Sep 2024
the quiet creaks in the house, the whispers of the wind outside, they all seem to echo the thoughts I try to suppress—questions about my worthiness to live in such beauty, the anxiety of stepping too far from my comfort zone.
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0 sats \ 0 replies \ @n01 OP 14 Sep 2024
I love it.
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11 sats \ 4 replies \ @cryotosensei 14 Sep 2024
I love how you keep this open-ended and cryptic.
My nights are a rush trying to get two kids through their nightly routine. I hope your nights are more leisurely!
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72 sats \ 3 replies \ @n01 OP 14 Sep 2024
I remember that time. What a treasure. My kids are grown now. But I think I could do it all again. I love kids so much. I was having a rough long sleepless night last night. When I feel alone, I have the need to share something somewhere and that is all that came out, to feel some kind of connection. I didn't want to dump too much. Its all temporary and I am learning to ride it out. I have noticed that regardless of how beautiful my life is, there is sometimes an emotional storm that I just have to ride out. I have never wanted to be anyone but me and I have always known I could never end my life. But some nights are dark. It feels good to just blast a little something out there sometimes. Thanks for sharing 💚
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11 sats \ 2 replies \ @cryotosensei 15 Sep 2024
Glad that I noticed your message then. Maybe the Universe wanted me to respond yesterday.
Yes, as you said, this storm shall pass
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24 sats \ 1 reply \ @n01 OP 15 Sep 2024
I'm feeling much better today. Everything is right where it belongs. Thank you.
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110 sats \ 0 replies \ @cryotosensei 15 Sep 2024
☺️
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11 sats \ 0 replies \ @User21000000 14 Sep 2024
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
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