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10 sats \ 7 replies \ @DesertDave OP 21 Sep \ parent \ on: What gets you up in the morning? alter_native
Interesting. I wonder if that means you don't dream or just don't remember your dreams. When I smoked pot daily in the past, I never remember dreams. You said your days are drudgery. So it is only outside forces that move you out of bed. Is your life not what you want it to be?
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11 sats \ 6 replies \ @DEADBEEF 21 Sep
Yeah, life has been rough the last few years. It has pretty much just been work and struggling to take care of my family and household chores on far too little sleep everyday.
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50 sats \ 1 reply \ @DesertDave OP 21 Sep
I feel you. That sounds rough. Keep it up. Trust it will get better. And it will. Life comes in waves. Sometimes it is hard. Keep the faith.
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11 sats \ 0 replies \ @DEADBEEF 21 Sep
That’s what I keep telling myself though it is getting harder to believe.
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10 sats \ 3 replies \ @DesertDave OP 21 Sep
Why the name deadbeef?
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11 sats \ 2 replies \ @DEADBEEF 21 Sep
Because of this: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Magic_number_(programming)#DEADBEEF
Though I guess it kind of reflects how I’ve felt lately.
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10 sats \ 0 replies \ @DesertDave OP 21 Sep
Well I look forward to you feeling alive. Tides will turn.
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10 sats \ 0 replies \ @DesertDave OP 21 Sep
Wow, I never could have guessed that. I was thinking it was because you were a fan of the carnivore diet or something. I am a big fan of magic numbers.
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