I'm just trying to understand.

Here it sounds to me as if you feel your posts deserve more sats than they've been receiving, they're not visible enough to your liking or other people undervalue you in your eyes.

Your other post has a slightly different tone

Well are you just afraid to tell me you like my posts or are you saying you've never seen me before and you're just trying to be nice?

Just know, I got to ask this for free, so feel FREE not to respond

clarity

Maybe that's the disconnect? It sounds like you're trying to be a content creator rather than connect. (Not to say what you're posting doesn't have value)