57 sats \ 5 replies \ @BononXD 22h \ on: Stacker Saloon
Hello, I admit that over a month ago someone very close to me passed away. Today I went to clean the grave of this person from flowers that had withered, I left only artificial ones that were still pretty, I cleaned many candles for the grave for reuse, I put an insert in one myself, lit it, left it, of course I also prayed, I hope my cleaning came out neatly. In the evening I went to pray for this person in church, but out of love for this person I admit that tears are flowing just like on the first day. However, no matter what, this was the person who raised me or was and was always with me whether it was good or bad even when my parents wanted to divorce. A person with whom I spent even the whole day in my early childhood, to whom I only came to the one floor below in my house, who was able to combine the most expressive Polish dishes like no one else, such as bigos and pierogi using the former as a filling. I hope she is doing well there on the other side.
Edit/PS: yes, I copied this message because I posted it on sallon on November 14, but 1. I did it today on the 16th, because I made a mistake 2. I would just like to hear someone's answer whether it is normal after such a long time to still be in mourning after the loss of such a close person 3. I was simply wrong, thank you again for all the words of commentary, I will be happy to answer
First of all RIP to that great soul 🙏.
you said
it is normal after such a long time to still be in mourning after the loss of such a close person?
It's completely normal, from my personal experience you will feel a little bit relived too. Stay strong 👍
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