Thank you for sharing this very genuine prayer. We have all really gone through that process between what we dream of and what we want to aspire to. Certainly, at times I personally felt helpless, just like you. Sometimes I dream of some things, but my insides say, “No, you can’t,” and there are other things that you have told me you can do and I have stopped. Thank you for connecting us with a spiritual being like God. God allows things or puts dreams or projects in our heads that we cannot accomplish. Keep going, thank you for this.