After a protest, I sat down with a friend to share my concerns about the disorganization within the whole woke experiment (this was June 2020 when there was a real momentum behind the destruction. A non profit business in my community had just been burned down during the protest's nightly chaos).

They suggested that I speak with another of our friends, a white person, to learn from her how to be a good white person (essentially know your place and get in line).

I realized that despite my goodwill and intentions, my whiteness would prevent me from being good. I sensed that it was only a matter of time until the tables turned on me, even if I follow the cult's explicit rules, because of the issue of my skin color.

It all unraveled then. Because that's backwards.

Then I read "The Unbearable Lightness of Being" that illuminated the communism of it all within my experience.