Thank you for engaging and the suggestions. I agree that most people aren't interested in the difficult path of self-inquiry. It is truly exhausting... And super rewarding. We get back what we put in. 

Direct first hand experiences are always the best ones, I agree. 

Anyway, if you are curious read "Fragments of an Unknown Teaching" by Oupensky, he explain how you need to know yourself, starting from the mechanical machine, to free yourself, exit the mechanistic flow and become a real "man". This is a rally hard path that very few people can sustain. 

dtonon

Never heard of it. I am not much of a reader of books. Most of my lessons come through experiences with shamanistic tools, fasting, meditating, etc.

DesertDave

alter_native

If I told you, "I am psychic", would you believe me?

Thank you for the reply.
Did you read Oupensky or Gurdjeff?
I feel some connections here. 