Let me explain this insight I had a few weeks ago, I am a libertarian from a long long time and as such I have always been an overthinking person, so studying austrian school and authors like Mises, Rothbard and Hoppe has put me in a position to always try to find a solution and believe that there's a better way to solve problems. All of that can be good, but trying to predict the future it causes some sort of pessimism and it can led to less action. So what I could have done different? I could have been more optimistic and risked and invested more, and what does it have to do with a communist mindset? It's like I am central planning too much my own life, without risking more and let things flow in a more natural way.