I never liked working in any way but i know that is usefull in this society. I'll say that i tryhard-grind my life 24/7 and being what i'm doing somehow. I think that humanity and humblness never leave u even with a professional facade. Ur decision are driven by emotion and expirience even if u think u are the most pragmatic person in the world. So i can tell that i'm working on my self and i'm doing it hard!