Yeah, it sucks. I also started thinking about it and it's a weird feeling - you can't go back to those teenage years and 20s. Those were really great for me - highschool, university, first work, traveling around the world... what a ride and I have many stories that people wouldn't believe. I really enjoyed it overall, made some great friends and now we drifted apart some.

On the flip side - now having my own family and having a son. That's a completely different type of ride, but it is rewarding and there are so many great moments and so far it looks like having kids is what gives you a lot of purpose and keeps you in touch with the young world. That said I made some wrong turns and I think I have some depression lurking because of all this and that makes things more gray...