I am hoping to trick myself into greatness with near-constant delusions of grandeur.

Bababooey.

Divine consciousness thrust into an experiment with others where we're all shoved into a monkey meat suit that drives us insane just to see how we handle it.

Raised amid wealth's comforts yet plagued by inner awkwardness and decades of aimless drift, arrived at a poised maturity, clear eyed about my direction and desires.

Fucked.

A dreamer of the day, stranded in a morass of mediocrity, striving for greatness but held back by self-doubt and missed opportunities.

i nearly died while being born and then from childhood injectables, nearly drowned in the sea, almost lost my eyesight, almost free-fell to the death rock-climbing, found bitcoin, and today i am fighting the parasites;

lost+found

I'm the combination of Willy Wonka, Sherlock Holmes, and The Dude, just Forrest Gump'ing my way through life.

Born to thrive!

Fucked around and found out.

As I put it on the back of my book:

Lover, Writer, Freedom Fighter, but above all, a Nobody.

I am nothing waiting to die.

Seeking for the truth of what is, and how to decrease entropy.

A long conversation between fear and freedom.

P.S. I have the impression that I came into this world to understand freedom, but I’m still trying to learn what it means.

After peaking at sixteen by rediscovering some absurdly profound intuitive overinterpretation^[1] of the most abstruse theoretical principle^[2] while feeling sorry for myself after sleeping through my morning alarm enough times to not even bother showing up for AP Physics^[3], I began deliberately cultivating the habit of wasting neither energy on perfecting skills beyond practicality, nor resources on causes beyond salvation.

1. the best intuitive description of anything close to it was published about a decade before my gloomy revelations, in Ted Chiang's infamous Story of Your Life ↩

2. there's aready the predictably encyclopedic article about the practical mathematical technique for attacking the various forms this principle takes in different physical theories, although it doesn't touch upon any of the metaphysics that crystallise the intuition. ↩

3. I ended up dropping the course, probably for the best; studying physics in the university, after semesters of calculus, also at the university, was still eventually possible. ↩

Almost too good to be true.

Almost good enough.

Naked I came from my mother's womb, and naked shall I return.

my faith in human is fragile but they tend to glue me up

Always ready to be lucky and thankful for all the luck I get.

The milk that crusts onto the spout of the jug (don't try to reincorporate me, that's just gross.)

Awkward and misplaced, dying to express my gratitude.

Working myself into an early grave taking care of my family.

Nice try, three letter agencies

this post reminded me of

Left the cage and out exploring what's possible.

Oh nice question!

An incorrigible ENfFP whose fun-loving and novelty-seeking nature leads me to seek adventure anytime, be it singlehood, married life or fatherhood.

I know my one sentence is convoluted but dang it, I’m a complicated creature

Knowing myself seems very hard and lost in a very crowded place, where each and every movement is furious to find my true self.

I'm not what I wanted to be, but I'm better than what I used to be.

You're not worthy to live, if you're not ready to die.

Thanks for making me the beneficiary of these zaps.

This is a hard one -- I wish I'd been the won that asked :/

Need to think about it @remindme in 1 hour.

Crypto crypto crypto crypto.

I want to help people however I can to the best of my abilities, thats why I have worked in the Operating Room for 15 years now and became an RN right before Covid started up

Full circle.

Jack of all trades, master of none

Except programming I guess. That one I'm a master

Eh, you know... vague hand gesture

Metamorphosis 🐛

Like caterpillars, I was a small insect that went through several processes to become who I am today. 🦋

A growing appreciation for the value of good government.

I came, I stacked, I hodled.

Alea jacta est

Working to be a millionare^[1]

1. Millionare for me is not the one holding 1MM USD, it's the one who manages his time and it's free to have the time at its please. ↩

"I am still waiting"

You couldn't make this up.

Mí vida en una frase es: "El ojo del huracán".

Life can't be in one line.

k00b always thinks things are meta

Kier Starmer sucks balls