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21 sats \ 4 replies \ @k00b 13 Dec \ on: Abandonment Satori ideasfromtheedge
It's interesting that you feel abandoned by her being physically absent and didn't express many feelings about her having an affair.
One of life's pleasures is finding people that push a different set of our buttons and seeing ourselves change as a result.
(Also we have a ~relationships territory btw.)
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100 sats \ 3 replies \ @bitcoingraffiti OP 13 Dec
No, I'm not jealous of her guy at all. After she withdraws my abandonment is triggered the next day. It's an old wound. Logically it doesn't make any sense. It's how I experienced it as a child when my mother would be absent.
It's a good question. Apparently my mind is convinced she's playing my mother or something.
And she's having an affair with me btw, to be clear.
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21 sats \ 2 replies \ @k00b 13 Dec
And she's having an affair with me btw, to be clear.
Oh that's a bit different I guess. Although it's surprisingly hard to explain how.
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0 sats \ 1 reply \ @bitcoingraffiti OP 13 Dec
How that's not triggering abandonment? Because it feels really deep man. I don't think she has that with him.
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0 sats \ 0 replies \ @k00b 13 Dec
That makes sense. At least from what I've seen in movies, affairs inspire quite a lot of passion. The risk implies a big reward which probably helps it feel rewarding whether it is or not.
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