I hear you. I've been feeling this way a lot also.

The only thing that keeps me going is knowing that there are no alternatives. Literally EVERYTHING looks bad right now. There's nowhere "smart" to put your free cashflows. Everything is centralized and manipulated.

I'm discouraged because the Federal Reserve and other central bankers have turned "life" into an un-fair, lopsided game. Working a job is feeling pointless because I don't want to work for more monopoly paper in their silly game.

I'm also discouraged because I like to argue with shitcoiners in my spare time, and some of the arguments presented by BCH or BSV dudes sometimes make sense.

Ultimately, I'm not bullish on Bitcoin as much as I'm bearish on everything else. Real Estate, Gold, Stocks, Fiat, altcoins.... all flush with centralization and manipulation, closely tied to the Fiat system.

Bitcoin is the only thing that makes sense from First Principles. It really is the only "hope" remaining, even if that hope isn't very strong.... it's the only thing I've got left.