ohh, i see :) "then" i fully agree.
but as mentioned, i can understand why you're saying these things and i do appreciate it! but sometimes, it just feels like that's not what I need (for the reasons explained above). but definitely no need to be sorry!
my "master plan" is to just write the best code possible and document it so well that anyone can run it
and then i should be able to just say: i just wrote some code and released it to the public .... but i am not the one running it. i think about these t-shirts a lot, from the era where (strong) encryption was still classified as ammunition, until DJB showed the US gov how ridiculous that is:
but maybe that won't work because corruption or making an example out of me or something totally different, idk. then i'll go to prison anyway xD
but yes, at least I tried :) and tried to fight them with their own weapons (the legal system).
i believe the tornado cash guy also did run the code? need to look this up later ...

when @nemo is back, i would be very interested in his opinion on this topic :)