Life is about Awareness
I wrote about this before - what I discovered about myself so far, which is way more fun than endless consumption from the outside world.
Have you ever looked someone so deep in the eyes, you think you can read their thoughts and feel their emotions? And you are convinced it's the same for them? But you can't ask them in the moment since you know that this would destroy the moment; a moment so delicate, you're afraid you might miss it forever when it has passed? A moment that can pass in the blink of an eye? But also, you don't want to ask them since—as mentioned—you feel like you don't have to since they can read your thoughts. And when both of you smile, it's like smiling at an ephemeral inside joke that no one else would get?
So you just sit there, looking each other in the eyes, silently enjoying this intimate moment, blissfully (un)aware that this moment might be gone as fast as it came; but this is part of the magic?
not sure, but what I experienced is more like the person on the other side of the world could feel my sadness, like he contacted me exactly at the times when I was upset; quite strange, and it happened more than twice.
Maybe I don't want to describe love since I don't want life to be about love
that might be missing out lots of fun in life? 👀
I am still ignoring that I walked all the way here without even being sure if I want to buy a damn iced coffee.
I just learned how to make a simple latte at home, because the place where I'm in, no walking distant cafes.! ( you basically just mix coffee and milk damn easy, but I do understand that sometimes you go to the cafes is for the vibe. )
I am a person that drinks iced coffee because the sugar in it tastes good; it's something I can hold as if holding a cup of iced coffee gives me security in life and I like to look around and observe people and pretend that I have it all figured out and they haven't while I drink it; blissfully (un)aware of the contradiction in my hands.
that does sound really like @ekzyis 🤣
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231 sats \ 5 replies \ @ek OP 5 Feb
I wrote about this before
where, on your blog? 👀
not sure, but what I experienced is more like the person on the other side of the world could feel my sadness, like he contacted me exactly at the times when I was upset; quite strange, and it happened more than twice.
Oh yes, that's also great! I think I had similar moments but then I would think I would remember them but I don't currently. Maybe I am trying too hard to remember 🤔
that might be missing out lots of fun in life? 👀
You mean if life is about love or not? I think if we see life as only being about love, we're missing out on other things. But then again, a lot of things can be described as "love". We can even love things and hobbies etc. haha
So love might just be a very convenient word.
I just learned how to make a simple latte at home, because the place where I'm in, no walking distant cafes.! ( you basically just mix coffee and milk damn easy, but I do understand that sometimes you go to the cafes is for the vibe. )
I used to make chai at home and I don't know why I don't anymore. I should have all ingredients still somewhere ...
that does sound really like @ekzyis 🤣
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where, on your blog? 👀
I removed it, not for public view now:)
You mean if life is about love or not? I think if we see life as only being about love, we're missing out on other things. But then again, a lot of things can be described as "love". We can even love things and hobbies etc. haha
I know you like arguing - life is def not about love, but love is part of the fun in life.
I used to make chai at home and I don't know why I don't anymore. I should have all ingredients still somewhere ...
My goal for this winter is to test how long I can "survive" with cooking my own food only instead of keep eating outside... 🫡
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I know you like arguing
I like finding loopholes :)
life is def not about love, but love is part of the fun in life.
Yes, love can be very fun!
My goal for this winter is to test how long I can "survive" with cooking my own food only instead of keep eating outside... 🫡
Oh, I might join this test tomorrow. When was the last time you ate outside?
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same, but mine is a different way than yours; you are more like to argue, I don't like argueing with people, but for fun maybe... but then it depends on how funny the other party is, but most people don't worth the time...
I like finding loopholes to solve problems:)
When was the last time you ate outside?
yesterday! 😂 I couldn't resist to eat a Tavuk Şiş ( chicken Şiş) , so delicious.
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949 sats \ 1 reply \ @ek OP 7 Feb
mine is a different way than yours; you are more like to argue, I don't like argueing with people,
I would like to argue about that! :)
I like finding loopholes to solve problems:)
Mhh, good point. I might indeed sometimes not be sure what problem I am trying to solve in arguments with some people 🤔
yesterday! 😂 I couldn't resist to eat a Tavuk Şiş ( chicken Şiş) , so delicious.
Now you need to learn how to make one on your own!
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I hope, I'm more confident in making different veggies dishes atm, and I normally go out to eat meat, mostly kebap and kofe, so delicious - kofte is doable at home, but not sure about the kebab.
but then I keep thinking to myself, okay if I can figure Bitcoin, cooking shouldn't be that HARD! I think I've learned the base of most homecook Turkish dishes, cracking the code atm. 🤓
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