I envy you! You sound like the third bricklayer in this parable:
The parable comes from Christopher Wren rebuilding St. Paul’s cathedral. He came to the site one day and saw three bricklayers. He asked them what they were doing and all three gave very different responses. The first said, “I’m laying bricks.” The second said, “I’m building a wall.” The third said, “I’m building a cathedral.”
I like teaching enough, but I think the problem with me is that I jump from one interest to another without ever settling. I need to find my obsession, like what @Car recently shared about his friend with me
Good that you are doing God’s work