I've been playing this season on a new team with new teammates and manager, and although we are 0-2 at the moment, I've been blessed to have joined a team where there is really strong unity and overall understanding that football at the end of the day is a team sport.
Because of this, and because I have ambitions in the near future to own my own team, I was motivated to create a video on tactics and basic formational structure to share with my teammates to give them ideas we could work with moving forward. I put a few hours into the video that ended up being a little under 10 minutes or so, and was happy with the end product, but when the time came to share with everyone else, my mind starting conjuring up some doubt. Previous me would have most likely opted not to share it, but I told myself, if I don't share it, nothing changes, however if I do share it something will come out of it, regardless of whether or not you receive the reaction or response you anticipated. The only way I could lose would have been to let my ideas die right then and there because I didn't share them.
So I created a players only group chat, and posted the video I made. And today right before our game started, a few of my teammates came to me and told me they had watched the video and thought it was very well done, and appreciated the effort I put worth. And immediately, we implemented some of the ideas I had put out on the video and to top it all off I was rewarded by scoring our only goal.
I give SN a lot of credit in my shift in mentality when it comes to learning to take action and actually share whatever ideas I have in my head without succumbing to my mind talking me out of it. I gave myself the goal to write every day for a month on SN and it has already made me much more comfortable and confident in expressing myself not worrying about the external reactions but doing it in order to better myself.
Thank you SN and SN community! And if you're like the old me who was just reading posts on here and shying away from posting something of your own, what are you waiting for? Seriously, just post, post about anything people are much more open minded here and very supportive!